hey matt. so this is really hard for me but i've been feeling like i need to do this for a while now.
i find myself really mad at you a lot and i'm doing what i can to not be like that anymore. so i thought it might help for me to write you to tell you that i forgive you. you might not care about any of this but it's what i need to do, you might think you don't need forgiveness from me or anyone, but i'm giving it to you anyway.
i forgive you for all the times you lied to me. i forgive you for causing me to fall in love with you, with what i feel was no intention of doing anything with my heart. i forgive you for all of the hurt you caused me at the end, for cussing at me when we'd get into fights and for hanging up on me. i forgive you for the things you said about me and to me when you found out me and chris are dating. i forgive you for it all.
i also just wanted to say that i'm sorry if i hurt you in any way. maybe you did have intentions of really being with me one day, that's something i'll never know and you probably won't believe me when i say that i never wanted to hurt you and that i really did plan on forever with you. but if i did, i'm truly sorry.
i hope that you've moved on and that you find someone to love and who will love you back just the same like i have.
so again, i forgive you and i'm sorry for any hurt i brought to you, i hope that if you haven't already, that one day will find it in you to forgive me also.
aubree.
